12/12/12

Had a presentation last Thursday for our English activity. We decided to role play Deal or No deal. twas fun :))) lol. i’m the tallest among the girls. HAAH! =))))) 

after class, i went to the office with my invites. it’s so funny coz they have no idea where i’m bringing em. i thought they were gonna get mad coz it’s just full of shit or wah. lol but they thanked me at the end ;) hopefully they would join! haaah! 

*bow.

naiinis na talaga ako sa section ko. walang pakisama. as in. di purket na nasanay na kayo kayo lang magkakasama lagi simula 1st yr. kayo nalang talaga. Hello? walang pakisama? nag e-effort na nga ako eh… wala, i still feel OP. which sucks and it looks awkward for me. taas ng ere nyo purket nasa star section kayo. ganun nalang? :| jusme. ayos ayos din! 

transferee nga naman lang ako.

gahd. ayoko na magsalita pa. as in jdsafhnasdjfasdfjasd x100000000000. kung nag emerald nalang sana ako eh…. pero UGH. kelangan kong patunayan sarili ko. so i’m stuck with them… Halata naman ata sa face ko araw araw pag nasa room na ayaw ko dun? if ever may maka read man neto.. dafuq i care. -_- feel ko i don’t belong sa inyo… but i’m trying to fit in. pero get? :| yung mga kakilala ko kasi nasa ibang section… and idkwithmyself. 

looool. i must do this for my grades and my future and whateverrr =( just fuck them. i don’t wanna please them anymore or what. i’ll stop. i’ve done my part. why don’t they do there part, right? nakakatamad naman kasi pag ikaw lagi diba. sayang din oras ko. -__-

I can’t wait for college. it’s not a guarantee that it will be all better. but, highschool feels like hell for me as of now. I can’t wait to get out.  

ohwell, ohwell i still hope for the best. i’ll just make the most of it and deal with this shit properly like a boss! :>

okaylolimuststoprantingna.

Meet my AWTSIBELS FAMILY <333 we’re incomplete though.

Bonded with them after class! :) hihihi! Soooo friggin fun =)) laughtrip yung mga trip lang namin eh.

namiss ko din to.

last Wednesday was the start of my class. and my first year as a Senior Student. =))

I really can’t believe na 4th year na ako :| :(( :)) OMGGG shet lang. HAHAHAH! Mix emotions ako! Anyway, hindi ako masyadong excited nung first day… alam ko na section ko eh. I belong to IV - Diamond. Nux. Star sec. yan ng fourth year =))) as in like asdfghjkl di ako makapaniwala na makakapasok ako :c pero i really work hard last year for those kind of grades =)) and i’m so proud of myself! achievement eh :’) Hayyyy. so …

• i woke up 5:30 am. Excited ako eh. 8 am pa pasok ko ah ;)
• fixed myself. :)))
• left by 7:30 … =)))
• medyo late n’ko kaya nagmadali ako =| 10 mins. advance dun sa lanting eh.
• pag dating sa classroom… diretso sa upuan na tinuro ni ethel. Honestly, medyo OP ako kahit friends ko yung iba.. medyo naiilang ako kasi “star section” nga eh.. i feel stupid somehow xD okay. anyway… 
• signed some papers. nag memorize..
• ang pinaka nakakadismaya lang talaga ay yung Lunch break namin! :| shet lang. 1pm. WTF :((( huhuhuhuhuhu. i will dieeeeee. looool
• kwentuhan sa iba…. ganyan ganyan. although transferee ako, since school ko naman yun nung 2nd year ako, okay naman :D :D
• the best part nung nakita ko barkada ko!! I missed my Bonak friendss sobraaa!! we hug like super tight! hay. asaran agad eh. =))) mygash! yun lang talaga highlight ng day ko… :))) 
• then sabay sabay kami umuwi nun :D
• first day palang… lakwatsa na agad xD Kate, shane, Jessa, Alyssa and wil. went to my place to just chill for awhile =)) we catched up. daming kwento sobra. too bad we’re in diff. sections :( tas di pa match break times namin… dafuq. :(
• they left by 5:30 pm. then i fell asleep… =))
• kwentuhan session with my beloved boyfriend again <3333 :’>
• slept at 1 am :D

Dahil fourth year na ako… Magiging busy ako and I need to study like 1000000x super duper ultra mega out xD anodaw. :))) I really wanna get into the top 10 sa 1st qtr. kaya! goodluck nalang sakin! keribels to. =))) taas pangarap ko, pero confident naman akong kaya ko yan.. as long as I stayed focus and motivated kaya YEH!!! :)))

My plan this year is to focus on my studies and my future … college. I really wanna graduate with honors and I wanna get into UST in college! :) I’ll do everything to make it happen. I will make it happen no matter what happens. HAHAHAHAHA =)) de pero seryoso. i’m doing all of this for someone/some people… hay! Goodluck to me!! =))) and goodluck to my batchmates! :)))) yehaaa!

looking forward on having a great last year in High School! :)))